CANCER FULL MOON: Emotional Excess, Soul Consciousness and Closure
The final Full Moon of this transitional year is elevated on the Midheaven (EST). The angular intensity of the overwhelming emotions in tense square to Chiron (revitalized by his mate Chariklo) determines soul consciousness as essential healing for closure.
The more devastating the year on an individual level, the more crucial the need to take this emotionally intense time to purify, process and surrender deep on the soul level. Closure under this particularly challenging Cancer Full Moon isn’t just about bringing the year — that all of humanity is eager to put in the past — to an end. The deeper the descent, the more profound the soul connection. Allowing repressed memories to surface is soul tracking this and past lifetimes.
Pholus is joining the Full Moon party to inform us that life as we knew it will not return to ‘normal.’ If we have consciously gone through the Dark Night of the Soul under the Great Pause of 2020, then we are well prepared for living as a fully awakened being under the upcoming transits in Aquarius.
With actions taken under a powerful Pholus influence, there is no turning back. This means that the efforts put into closure will be lasting as the preliminary for embracing a holistic lifestyle.
I have a special connection to Pholus, as I was born with the asteroid conjunct the midpoint between my Sun and Venus in Aquarius. I was under a powerful Pholus in Sagittarius influence connecting me to my ancestral uncorking when I was publishing my Master’s thesis. Naturally, Pholus made its way into the text:
Indeed, I was uncorking the ‘ancestral wine’ when I wrote that text (quoted above). It was the beginning of my efforts to ‘make public’ the implications of my father’s pioneering research on the kundalini. When Pholus hit my natal Midheaven at Zero Capricorn last January, I did an interview about my personal awakening that took place over his coffin in 1983 when Sister Denise comforted me by placing her hands on my crown. The next day, I was invited to take my father’s place at the Global Peace Conference at World Spiritual University in Mount Abu.